I still prefer to keep everything to myself. I mean it's like, you donate 400,000 dollars and u tell the whole world about it. Of coz, i didnt donate lah! I dun have that much money. Sheesh!

Oh well, the world is like that. Full of weird, funny, strange, multi-character people. I happen to be one of them. Hahakhakhaaa!

People say, blogging, share your problems lah.. bla bla bla.. i would like to quote what a good friend of mine said to her nephew, "Who in the world care?!" Well, maybe some will care, and its more like, watching out what you say in your blog, just making sure that you don't say the wrong things, that would affect the world in one way or another, or else, you'll receive a letter from a private company or worst, you'll hear a group of people in blue uniforms knocking your door.

Well, even if they read, they would go, "Aww.. she's having problems. Let's hop blog another one!"

Sometimes, we will hear 'things happen for a reason' from our close ones... Have you ever wonder that maybe the 'reason' is because of our own character? Not bcoz of that supernatual or miracles that we all are always hoping for. Hehehehe.. I just realise that at this moment. I'm a slow learner. But that doesn't mean i don't learn.

Or have you ever wonder, whenever you are taking a bus or mrt, the person sitting next to you is not even there? Or why sweets are called 'Sweets' when sometimes they taste sour. Sour sweet. Make up your mind will ya?

Oh ya. You know those teenagers who kill themselves with knifes lah, hang themselves lah, jump down lah, what makes them think that they will escape from problems even after they die? Hmmm.. strange eh. There are 50-50 chances of that lah. Some may say, they will go straight to hell, some say, they will be reincarnated. What if they are reincarnated as an animal which they hated most when they were alive?

Well, what i'm seeing is that, I am alive now, do what 'alive' people would do, live.. when im dead then i'll do what 'dead' people would do, hehehee.. Scarying people who are alive?

This would be my last entry for now. Now. eehehehehee.. See ya soon. I hope.

murne 12:02 p.m.
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Style ah nama. But thats not the reason why, I borrowed that particular VCD. Zu told me, "Aku suka tengok ni. Bagus! Bila dier nyanyi suara dier sedap." And i went, "Ok, i shall borrow this."

The title is "Anak ku Sazali". I think most of you might have already watched it.

I watched it yesterday, and, well, its a good programme lah to me. I do learn something from it. One of the things he said, "Sebanyak mana pun wang dan harta yang kau berikan kepada kedua orang tua kamu, pahalanya tak jejak setengah pun dari yang sepenuhnya." Yeah, he said something like that lah, not accurate, but the main course is there. Hue..

And then, the day before i was watching another Ceramah, in SCTV or was it RCTI (Indonesian channel), i'm not so sure, I didnt catch it from the beginning, but he is another Uztaz which gives good Ceramah. His subject on that day was something about "Love" i think, 'coz he kept saying, "Islam adalah agama yang penuh dengan kasih sayang." And one of the listeners there in the mosque was an English man who actually converted lah and he speak very good Bahasa Indonesia. Hue.. This programme is more interactive, i should say.

Well, nothing much to write, bcoz nothing much had happened to me. Hmm.. Just want to fill up this page thats all.

murne 05:07 p.m.
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Takde lah.. i'm not trying to be lovey-dovey or romantic today. But i'm just wondering, does it plays a part in Reality? Sweet Love Songs. Do they? Hahaa..

Melodi-melodi cinta, kata-kata cinta, puisi-puisi cinta dan lain-lain lagi. In Reality i think its going to be corny. Don't you think so?

In movies pun ada kan? Wah wah.. Ok. Let us put movies aside.

I'm listening to Anuar Zain right now, and he goes..
"Dengar lah bisikan angin bayu,
Dengar lah bisikan oh hati ku.
...
Tanpa dirimu hidup tak bererti,
Tahu kah kau cinta ku murni."

Then there's another song..
"Selembut bicara, sehalus sentuhan mu,
Bayangan pesona mu,
Tak mungkin ku lupa jelingan pertama,
Nan indah penuh makna,
...
Takkan lagi ku sendiri,
Kasih yang berlabuh kini,
Terasa keabadian cinta kau beri."

Wow. Nice words. Berbunga-bunga. Romantis sekali. But have you ever wonder (ladies out there), that the song actually makes you feel in love with your, let say, Mat Tahir lah.. OR.. you are actually infatuating Anuar Zain singing this song to you?.. OR.. you want your Mat Tahir to be as romantic as the song? OR.. you just like the song?

And then for the men, when you actually memorize the song, you plan to sing it to your Cewek, and of course i won't deny its romantic lah to sing to your Cewek. But have you ever thought that she might not like it? Due to various reasons lah, maybe, your voice not nice ke, you sing out of tune ke.. y'know.. and i think most importantly, does your plan suits the atmmosphere? the environment? the surroundings? the event?... Hahaa..

Boleh, nyanyi kan untuk Cewek. Boleh sekali. But takkan gi Mac Donalds, nak lepak, trus tiba tiba awak nyanyi lagu romantis, tak ke turn off tu? Yes, maybe you want to show your love lah kan. But.. tengok event lah brader. Unless, of coz, Cewek awak request you to sing. That, i have no say. OR.. you are sure that your Cewek, will love it.

We, ladies, want to feel special lah kan. Betol tak? I bet you men out there too feel that you are special kan. Treat each other special lah, for those of you yg berpasangan.

If HE do something special to SHE bcoz HE feel SHE is special, and SHE feel special after that, SHE will automatically feel that HE is SPECIAL, and SHE will treat HIM special. Y'know what i mean? It takes two hands to clap what. Unless you want to clap with your toes or foot.

Well, to me.. Anuar Zain is special. WAhahakaahka!
-WINKS-

murne 12:55 p.m.
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Sakit perut aku dibuat nya.

I am all set to go. But still waiting for them. What lah dey?

Krik.. Krik.. Krik... (sound of Chingkeri). Takde jugak.

Anyway, I am currently having the Mat Zapin Fever. Moly will soon too. Heheheee.. I have no idea why I go Ga-Ga over this particular one. Sheesh! Mengucap Murne.

Ah.. Finally they are here!

murne 01:00 p.m.
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I changed my background. The previous black background, the fella peeling off the mask, was in fact too depressing lah babe. On whole, everything was depressing.

I don't like it one bit. Sheesh!

That day I went jalan raya with family. It was not very exciting. Dah lama tak jumpa makcik dan pakcik. Some kerek, some kpo, some still the same. Hehehe! Why eh?

But i'm going to put that aside, 'coz its going to make me feel that it has got something to do with me. I don't like to think too much. Bingung saya dibuat nya! STress pun ada nanti.

I felt so much better when i watch Siti Nurhaliza in Concert at Royal Albert Hall, London. I didnt expect Siti to bring Yayasan Warisan Johor along with her! When they appeared on stage, I was smiling away! So excited! Hahahah!

Murne, Murne.. Apa nak Jadi ngan ko?

Ya.. I saw Moly's Hang Kebun! (To Moly: Cangkul pun cangkul lah!) And i straight away look for my Hang also. But couldn't find him on stage. But he was lah. I was just too excited lah, I guess. Heheheee.. Suka Murne!

All thanks to Zuraidah, for bringing us to watch Johor Cultural Extravaganza, for free! If not, I wouldn't know that YWJ, a well known and the best cultural group, actually exist. Shame on me. Cakap aje anak Melayu. I.C pun Malay. OOps. Too much information here.

Haiz.. Anyway.. Don't you guys feel that the weather is super hot these days! My goodness! I feel like im in Savanna. Although i've never been there before. But I can imagine the heat. Sheesh!

murne 04:36 p.m.
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